herc, I am stopping by only because of you. I need you to stay calm. Really, really calm and not say a word on this matter until you have your thoughts completely under control. I am a big girl and can take care of myself very well. My mum died when I was 16 and then my dad died about 10 years ago. Both died fairly early especially my mum, but the point is, I am on my own and been taking care of myself since then. Please try to imagine that. because it's not easy by any means for a girl like me who's a mostly a free spirit. So if I know anything I know how to take care of myself. No one needs to say hi or hello to me. My world wouldn't fall apart if they didn't and I wasn't looking into that either.
Please also try to understand that Nekro doesn't want to be in yet another forum. That was not the solution he was looking into. His main beef was TF since we've all moved there, we should have found a way to make things work there once the issues were raised. And we had at least one of the mods, the main mod in fact, perfectly willing to work with all the issues we were facing at that time. I was actually supposed to get back to him this last Friday with all the problems we're having at TF, but unfortunately, by the time I got back home I found things a bit too out of control and I just felt very tired about everything. So I never really got back to him until last night. But the point is, we should been able to handle the matter intelligently so that it would work both ways.
Please also don't feel obligated to do anything about anything because you have no reason to. Also, don't expect anything from anyone because you will be disappointed once again. I agree with you on getting rid of the idea of the Castle altogether. It's creating way too many problems and dividing people even when the mission is very nice and ideal but we don't live in an ideal world, unfortunately. People are way too selfish and self-centred for that. Their own needs would always, always, always come first. The main reason why Alex is still continuing on his rampage and racist insults is because he is not getting what he wants, simply put. He is upset with me because I don't give him enough attention these days; he's upset with Andy because he beat Nole on two Major occasions; and he is upset with Rafa because he beat Nole at RG once again. So that's one fine example there.
Anyway, I actually have a very big match today and I need to get a few things done before then so it's unlikely I'll be online once I log off. Please stay here and at Camelot. You are also clearly very much welcome to post at TF as well. Enjoy everyone's company and enjoy rest of USO, pretty please. I'll be here from time to time I promise just to help the cause and perhaps enjoy too. I'll stop by at Camelot and TF as well. I would have loved to be here more but unfortunately this is not a Murray friendly forum and also, the likes of Alex etc. really makes it hard. But anyway, it is a lot to handle at the moment but my intention is to stop the ongoing feud because I feel somewhat guilty about things. Please cheer up and enjoy your day.