You are taking this WAY too seriously.
And you are taking it too frivolously.
Check out this scenario;
You are on a sinking ship.
The captain is trying to organize the crew to save the ship.
He's asking for help from the crew.
You step up to the captain and ask;
Can the crew drill holes in the lifeboats?
The captain asks you to explain that remark.
You don't respond.
Would you expect the captain to wait for you to continue with that attitude?
He did the right thing by throwing you overboard.