Warning: Following is an update (rant) that is totally unrelated to tennis. That's right, UNrelated. Read at your own risk. SideEffects include but not limited to yawning, drowsiness, and boredom.It's been a while since I have played tennis, I sure hope I can play this weekend. I actually found someone who, if he does play as he claims to play, will be a very good match for me and he is just as anxious to hit as I am, the only conflict being him not being awake till 3 in the afternoon most days and my 7 classes which seem to demand some time at least.
So anyway, I had promised my brohter to take him to a college sporting event .. last september. So I decided its now or never and regardless of how much work I had, I'd take him to at least one this year and that is exactly what I did today. You can't give empty promises to a 6 year old.. that's just wrong, and work can always get done all night. So tonight (i am just coming back) I took him to the first game of Big East Soccer for Rutgers. Thier opponent being #3 team Notre Dame. Needless to say Rutgers, a team full of freshman lost to the experienced champs 0-2. The second sport that I am a fan of after tennis is Soccer, I played for a few years back in 9th grade but that's it.. I don't have too much contact with it since then. It was fun and I think my brother enjoyed his first big-game audience experience. 6500 shouting excited audience under the lights and an exciting game going on (ohman I really do want to see a tennis match like thisnow) was quite fun.
I was actually thinkingof going to Rutgers Tennis matches ... that is untilI remembered they got rid of themen's D1 team

. Don't even get me started.. they can spend millions trying to keep a coach to teach kids to bash thier heads against each other and get a million more seats to that stadium but they can't keep a team that requires almost 0 funds compared to football and consists of people who actually contribute to the school's academic record as well - I believe our tennis team was overall averaging 3.4 gpa and that was thehighest of all sports..thats 3.4 more thanthe football team averages. Whatever.. I could still go to the women's ..its not the same though. I am better than the girl's team (at least I sure hope I ambetter than most of them).
I hope I made up for my dealy to him though. I promised to play with him and be with him more this summer and all I did was work and play tennis and spent notimewith him. Now with school back up, I barely see him as I amstillasleep when he leaves to school and I don't come back till past midnight most nights and I don't evenget to talk to him for days at end. As an elder brother.. I don't know, I feel real bad. I mean he's just now come of about the age to appreciate having an elder brother I suppose, till now he was too young and..and now I am not there for him. I almost start crying everytime I think about this..or thinkabout him pleading with me to play some of his silly games one day and I can't givehim that.
So anyway school's allright. a little busy I suppose.. I have barely any time for anything between classes and studying. besides I need a 4.0 so I am trying to actually pay attention in classes and when needed doing the homework slash independent studying - I know everybody says it but college isnothing like highschool. Highschool I didn't do one thing, not even exagerating, and ended up ranked 3 in a class of 500ish. I shudder to think where I am ranked now among our 5000 or something likethat class.
Oh and I am also trying to get some research time in, you have to do some research for grad school and I am already a sophomore with no real research stuff. I botherd a few professors and I thinkI might be getting one of two projects. One is modeling insect flight.. engineering dept. ultimately aimed to simulate insect flight in a physical model. The other which I am more interested in is part of a large scale project(
http://minerva.fnal.gov//) among quite a few universities which, hopefully if it all goes well, could culiminate in a summer at FermiLabs! Experimental nuclear physics.. close enough to high energy physics which is what I eventually want to do. So with that I will more busier.. about 10-15 hours a week, but I will be getting paid like 12 an hour and its madd interesting work so I am excited.
Anyawy, long update. hopefully I will be able to write about some tennis after this weekend. I still come here a lot even though I might not post a lot. You guys keep me alive.. school and all are just what's to be done and will be done - It ain't like highschool, commuting back and forth and with the workload..lets just say I am far far far from having a typical college student's social life. My definition of a good time is when I finish a lab an hour early and get to sleep one more hour ... my social parties are when me and my friends get together and study for an exam. ok I am exagerating but not by much. I did sign up for Tennis club, table tennis club, badminton club, juggling club.. but I haven't been a to a single one of those meetings or anything.. a lot of them are on another campus and I haveno time to go there nor am I willing to spend the time to do anyofthat. I am however actively involved in SPS (society of physics students - I am an officer here whoo0!!) and Pi club. Yeah, geeky as geeky can be right? Its fun though. We have talks about cool topics every now and then, we have a barbeque coming up for SPS, we have game nights and overall its a lot of fun. Best part? Pizza and drinks everytime we meet. What more canyou ask? Haha,, I know I am being silly, but hey what can I do?
I'm just waiting for college to be over though. I don't know what I will do later as I am in two minds for the future as well but alll I know is I am not having too much fun, and pushing myself like this pays off in the end.
Too long an update, and noneabout tennis. I should put up a note before the start before you guys start reading.