I don't know. I think I tried too hard ... Guys can get hurt too ... I worked too much, It was not good enough I guess ... She wanted something that I was not able to deliver ...
What did she want that you weren't able to deliver?
Love? I thought you were full of it. Sex? Again, I thought you're full of it. Money? Now this is a tricky one. You do say from time to time you are looking for jobs so I am not sure about your financial or job situations. But I wouldn't know - you could be lying through your teeth just to get my attention or you could be telling the truth - only you know.
What else. Attention? Given the amount of love songs you post and mostly by women, I would have thought you gave nothing but attention to your women.
But the most important questions is, why didn't you marry again? Surely there are plenty of fish in the sea? My guess is you are married but you are just looking for some online romance on the side. You know, mid life crisis? It seems like a long one too.