Emma, I'm an old fashion guy. I don't know what she wanted. She cheated on me. I found out. I was willing to forgive and move on.
She wanted something more. As much as it hurts me to say this, I think she was bored ... The money was not the problem.
I believe that I spent too much time at the office. She wanted us to spend more time but it was so difficult for me to deal with work and the relationship at that time ... I feel like I was running 24/7 to make everyone happy.
I do understand that you don't want to be with anybody. I feel the same. Well, there is still some hope
. I don't know.
Regarding work, yes I want some change in my life right now but it is so difficult in Calgary atm. People are losing jobs left and right ... it's all about the freaking oil. Oil prices up, Calgary is up ... Oil prices go down and we are all screwed in AB.